9/05/2006

I just don't want to miss you tonight

First day of school today!. I suppose now would be a good time to say how motivated I am cos it's a new beginning and begin to list my goals or sthing. HAHA, well today was.. different la. Haha. For one, I realised how out of touch I really am with my english accent? Hehe, oops. And I'm just, tired. 1) could be the lack of sleep cos of stupipd art. (the school term just started wth!) 2) The break simply wasn't long enough. Because the moment I stepped into school, the old issues just rose up to the surface again. & I just don't have the energy to deal with them right now. I mean, it's not as if the problem lie entirely with other people. Not to mention the fact that simple ignorance and eagerness means that I've currently got THE worst teacher in the school teaching me a subject that I'm really not particularly good at or fond of. And a few other stuff that aren't exactly causes for celebration.

It's so wierd, being a year11. You're the oldest in uniform in the school and when you see last year's year11s who've come back for the 6th form (which is most of them) walking around in their own clothes, you kind of feel really disorientated. :/

Anyway, got new homework diaries today! Haha, MAJOR improvement from previous ones. Now it's kind of like those from SN? Wth haha copycats :P There're rules and stuff in front, including the most nonsensical things like "Things to do if you are Being Bullied" in which there are points like, BE PROUD OF YOURSELF! haha sorry, but like that is going to help. I mean, "I'm being bullied & I'm proud of myself!" Heh :/OH, and according to the rules, every night year11s are EXPECTED to do 2hours of homework. AND, "If you find that your homework is taking you much longer than expected you should talk to your subject teacher or form tutor about this especially if it is posing a problem." ??! I swear coursework takes about 10hours every night, much less 2 hours. wth? Okay, so there's a lot you can do in 2hours, but how much exactly can you do when you compare it to the amount of work we've already been set? Oh, there's also this heading that says "What advice can you give that will help me with my homework?" One of the points is, "Try to do your homework in a quiet place with no distractions - in front of the television is not advisable!" Like, -.- ? AND, the new jumpers have the new logos on them that are simply, disgusting. Heh :/ OH, they've also got instructions as to what KIND of water bottles we're allowed to bring to school as well as WHERE to drink the water. ????!!!

OMG haha sorry, I sound super sarcastic/skeptical, I just realised :/ Give me a moment please, with the monsters in your head. Heh. I don't usually blog like this la, today was just .. wrong. Nevermind, feeling sorry for myself shall end at the end of this post. I'll just treat today as a false start.

Tomorrow. Is. A. Different. Day.

:D
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